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Favourite genre of music: Progressive Metal
Favourite style of art: Surrealism
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Favourite cartoon character: Spike Spiegel
Favourite style of art: Surrealism
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Favourite cartoon character: Spike Spiegel
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
Probably either Fight Club or The Matrix
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Dream Theater
Favourite Writers
Poet: T.S. Elliot, Writer: Neil Gaiman
Favourite Games
Metal Gear Solid 4
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation 3
Tools of the Trade
Paintbrushes, hands, pencils, charcoal, random things I find
Other Interests
Singing, thinking, gaming, and watching movies.
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Everyday that goes by and she doesn't apologize for what she did, is just another day that reinforces the fact that she doesn't care that sucked up my time. Everyday that goes by I think of her and words like spineless, coward, bitch, and self-centered come to mind.
Oh my god, I don't fucking CARE!! Look, I can see you being pissed off at her, feeling that she's a psycho-bitch, etc. I would be pissed too if a lot of shit like that happened. However, I would try to just ignore her for forever, and then try to move on with my life. I've had people online totally fuck things up for me before, and yes, I was really pissed, part of me wanted to kill them, or at least for them to die. But, I moved on, I learned from it, and I don't associate with them anymore and I don't tell anyone I've never met face-to-face details of my life. I'm not trying to tell you what to do because I know that won't work. I barely talk to her anymore, anyway. She's not a big part of my life; she just happens to be a friend who I talk to on occasion just to see what's new in her life and all that. All I'm saying is, that even though she did things that pissed you off, and caused you to "waste 6 1/2 years" of your life; ranting about it like this isn't going to help. Maybe take a small amount of personal responsibility and realize that you made the exceptions, you tried to be nice to her, you decided to continue talking to her, and you invested yourself emotionally in her... basically, you put yourself out there and someone took advantage of that. It happens to the best of us; hell, it's happened to me plenty of times. Can I change other people, though? No, I can only change myself, and what I did was to close myself off emotionally to everyone online, and most people in real life. It sucks sometimes, sure, but it's better than being taken advantage of.
In summation, I can see that you're trying to warn me so it doesn't happen to anyone else, and I can appreciate that. But like I said, she's barely even a part of my life and I don't tell her shit about me. I hope that you find peace soon.
In summation, I can see that you're trying to warn me so it doesn't happen to anyone else, and I can appreciate that. But like I said, she's barely even a part of my life and I don't tell her shit about me. I hope that you find peace soon.
I was just a quick tally of some things that went on in the six and half years we talked, lets see how it went:
Times she wanted something from me: Plenty...and I gave her wanted she wanted everytime.
Times she snapped at me for stupid shit in six years...8......times I snapped at her...none.
Times she told me that she would send me a card or letter in the mail.....4. How many did I receive? none.
How many times did she show any interest in my life? never......even though she would never stop talking about how miserable hers was.
Number of time she said we could talk on the phone-one. How many times did we talk on the phone? not once.
I said plenty of nice things about her all the time (now I regret) how often did she say nice things about me? twice-maybe.
Told me not to be a perv once, told me not to talk about sex several times, but said she was masterbating five times, talked about her virginity three times, mentioned favorite sexual position several times, mentioned that she was a nympho once, mentioned petting several times.
She's threatned to kill people at least three times. Me included.
She expected me to make an exception to who I am twice....because I don't go around talking to 13 old girls and I definatley dont talk to trailer trash. But she wanted me to make an exception for her. Times that exception was returned for me: not once.
How many times did I ask to do something outside of the internet with her? plenty. Times she said yes? not once, she was too busy seeing the rest of her friends.
Times she claimed that we were good friends, several. Times she showed it. Not fucking once.
Times she wanted something from me: Plenty...and I gave her wanted she wanted everytime.
Times she snapped at me for stupid shit in six years...8......times I snapped at her...none.
Times she told me that she would send me a card or letter in the mail.....4. How many did I receive? none.
How many times did she show any interest in my life? never......even though she would never stop talking about how miserable hers was.
Number of time she said we could talk on the phone-one. How many times did we talk on the phone? not once.
I said plenty of nice things about her all the time (now I regret) how often did she say nice things about me? twice-maybe.
Told me not to be a perv once, told me not to talk about sex several times, but said she was masterbating five times, talked about her virginity three times, mentioned favorite sexual position several times, mentioned that she was a nympho once, mentioned petting several times.
She's threatned to kill people at least three times. Me included.
She expected me to make an exception to who I am twice....because I don't go around talking to 13 old girls and I definatley dont talk to trailer trash. But she wanted me to make an exception for her. Times that exception was returned for me: not once.
How many times did I ask to do something outside of the internet with her? plenty. Times she said yes? not once, she was too busy seeing the rest of her friends.
Times she claimed that we were good friends, several. Times she showed it. Not fucking once.
oh yeah, my favorite one, times she said my name-once, thats only after five minutes of me asking her to. Reason, oh that's just not how she is. BS, she uses everyone else name, just look all over her dA postings. She has no problem calling people by their name. Her name should be 'Baby' though.
Well, I see that you couldn't take my advice...still treating that piece of shit like she's a human being. I wounder how you're going to feel when you find out she has no problem lying to you about things, then calling the cops on you when she can't get out of her lies anymore. I dont care how miserable her life was growing up, nothing will ever excuse the fact that she stole six and a half years of my time and kindness from me. And it's obvious she doesn't give a shit that she did it. Christ I can't beleive I put up with her shit for so long, so do yourself a favor and just avoid her so she doesn't fuck you over in the end.